Kill Me One More Time (poem)

broken-pen

You push my pen
like no one else I know
You are my muse
You make my words flow
You are the song
that my heart sighs
and you are the prose
filling every line
Never has one person
inspired me like you
And never has one person
hurt me like you do
I mourn when my pen lies dormant
I cherish your flowing words
but you tear me apart too easily
Friendship filled with hurt
I would rather have a voiceless pen
than have this darkness in my life
A sad anger that hangs over everything
suffocating happiness till it dies
I would rather never write again
than pour anger out in rhyme
I can’t open my life to you in friendship
and let you kill me one more time